Of course there was no bull
The best lie he ever told me
was about the bull on his
grandfather’s farm, an atypical
creature all the cousin-children
played with, brushing his hide,
nuzzling him between the eyes,
treating him like a beast prepared
for better pastures but still consenting
to human contact, almost like a working
animal. Of course there was no bull,
or farm belonging to his grandfather;
he hated his cousins, called them
rednecks and true believers; bulls
might remain tame for extended periods
but the lack of volatility eventually
inspires a new round of their territorial,
disruptive imperative. I should have known better
but I was a city girl, the suburbs
actually, and I was homesick
for my parents who read to me
from a children’s book about
a friendly bull and somewhere
in my memory there’s a Girl Scout
or Brownie adventure to see
a bull in our very own neighborhood,
a holdover from when the area was
fire trails and rural outposts, another
tale we told ourselves about how we
were special. I remember this bull
like the other, as black and shiny on
its flanks as sable, like a primordial
wetness at the bottom of a wormhole
or the rinse stars are birthed in, so
their stories are always ready for
that scalding realization.
Jane Rosenberg LaForge writes poetry, fiction, and occasional essays from her home in New York City. Her new collection of poetry is My Aunt's Abortion (BlazeVOX [books] 2023). She is the author of three other collections, four chapbooks of poetry, a memoir, and two novels. Her most recent novel, Sisterhood of the Infamous (New Meridian Arts Press 2021), was a finalist in the National Indie Excellence Awards in regional fiction (west).
The Potential in Architecture
The art of the possible
in the ranch-style house
circa the summer before
the sick cries
of digestive mishaps rang out
like the first message
by telegraph: what hath God
wrought in his wisdom
of making some deaf, and others
awful, intolerably loud; the builder
followed the hearing woman’s
specifications so echoes would
travel paths between bedrooms
and backyard; an addition she called
a service porch, the appliances
digging holes in the floor
as they jerked with too much power
still voices had to indulge in area and diameter
if they were to navigate doors
and corners; it’s uncivilized, the mother complained
as her daughters completed thoughts
that had dwindled to mere tinctures of
what was meant, or needed to be said,
instructions playing off the hollowness
of stucco and lumber, concrete on slab,
the pouring of tar or gravel,
an intact family, happy if not strong,
diabolically sober; who else
could say as much, where there was
no television before homework;
no pets without the approval of the grandmother;
the neighbors will know everything
at this rate, the decibels and evening
meal held at an unholy hour
but for the fugitive sprint of pubescent
bare feet, pounding on hardwood
as if elephants called into battle.